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Monday, March 07, 2005
.: i believe i had the say, i trust my choice :.
After some time, suddenly I was reminded of the past esp the past three years...N I was reminded of some ugly incidents nearer to "supposedly" happy days. Arguments, disputes, disagreement, unhappiness etc..
Sometimes i feel scared of losing her..I dun wanna the past to repeat..I simply cant.Why? cos i have put in much commitment, effort and time..I have built the trust..i believe ties that bind shall last an eternity.
At times, insecurities surrounds me.I just cant help it.I m just human. Jealousy, stress, ignorance etc..I never know how but I keep it low..I dun wish to be "bunga".I dun wish to be weak..I dun want to be beaten by my own miseries.What doesnt kill me just makes me stronger.
Dun ever think I will walk away..dun ever think I will leave...dun ever..cos i want to stay here and i do, cos i choose to.Not bcos i have to..I have made my choice and i believe i made the right choice.
She believe in me..I definitely have faith in her..We want it to be this way..We choose the path to take, we choose becos we want to and what we want is to seek happiness.
I know she will be by my side when i need her.She gives me strength to carry on..She is the ray of hope and happiness. Promise me...she will be there..she will wait for me..she will...
I have long left the past. I have always look forward to the future..Dun ever question my choice, dun ever question why it is this way..Everyone deserves a choice and I had made mine. I choose to seek happines..I choose to love and be loved..I choose to wake up every morning knowing that she will always care.
I know my feelings for her are genuine..I could tell it is true..I am not afraid to say it loud..I am never fearful of what others may say..Cos I know I had to the right to choose and I choose it to be this way.
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