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Friday, November 18, 2005
Who am I?? delusion or purely stress??
Well, I m currently in the middle of my exams. Should be mugging but what the heck am I online updating my blog? Hmm..
Just had my 1st paper today..Jitters are slowly dissipating away.. Hmm..I m kinda troubled..Feeling miserable..Dont know why.Its is just purely stress or am I delusioned by all the happenings around me. I wanna go to the movies- no I m not watching Harry Potter.. sayang dont like it..Shall watch a movie before depart for vacation.
Truthful speaking, I cant wait for the vacation overseas, tak jauh..dekat jer.. But the feeling of being away from Spore and everything..school, work, mat and minah and makcik kaypoh is just to hard to resist. I look forward to spending time sight-seeing, lazing around and enjoy the sun, sand and the sea with my sayang.
Sometimes, I m too expressive and tend to speak too much. I hope I have not offended anyone especially those very dear to me..My family, sayang and her family are dear to me... I dont want to lose any of them..I want them to be by my side.
I never like to get into squabbles and argument and I never like the feeling of being ignored. Its not that I to feel important.. I just want..just want..just want...Perhaps all this are just tests for me..I give myself pressure, do I? I dont really know...
I just know that I love sayang..and pardon me if I like to express it openly and boldly.. jangan jeles. kwa kwa kwa..
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